eventhough she might be a girl with many friends, someone that likes to have fun, schooling was always kept in mind. she might look like a weak little flower and a very happy person physically but on the inside, she always had a deep secret. That secret will always remain inside of her. Shes not a very socialable type of person, so it was always hard for her to meet friends, but she knows quite a lot of people. Inside of her, she knows that its useless to know so many because you only need friends that are real, that cares, accept who you are, wont betray you and is able to be there for you when you need them. as most people think that popularity is what they wish to have in life. To be known by the cutest guys, the hotest girls, and to be in the coolest group. Do you think they actually live a happy life? do you really want to live a life with fame just because for the little things you think that would help you in life? please get a life if you think the popularity is what you wish for. You're only living upon other people's standards and you're not living for joy or being your trueself. That is just a life full of sadness. Its just like you're living in a cage where you cant fly without any wings. She was always treated like a nerd because she cared about school and the people she hanged out with werent the slutty little popular girls that lead a fake life. But she was happy, because she was true to herself, she at least had true friends and not any of those backstabbers. With that personality of hers, she met a guy one day that was one of the popular. She despised him at first due to reason that he seems like he views everybody under him just cause he was weathy and has the looks. But what is he? hes just like a coconut all nice outside but empty inside. To snap out his selfish thoughts of himself she told him all the negative things about him and showed no attraction to him. She never treated him like the prince of that one high school they go together like all the other stupid girls. He fell in love with her. He tries his best to get her. He changed for her. Their relationship started to become better. But the girl still showed no attraction to her. She would never think of him falling in love with her. She would never think a popular dude like him would ever treat her well, would ever truely love her. But he did. He was knows that she will never accept him for his past but he still tries to convince her. They were always together, but we're just best friends. One day the dude didnt come pick her up from her house nor did he go to school that day. So she just payed a visit to his house. she saw black limosines outside and people walking out of the house with black suits. She asked the parents of his what happened? where is he and why didnt he come to school today, and if he was sick. His parents tears came rolling down their face and replied " he...he passed away this morning." shocking the girl said..."WHAT?! why? he was still fine when i saw him yesterday..." unfortunately, the dude has gotten in a car accident because he was too busy writing a piece of music. She asked if she could go up to his room and see him for the last time. In his room, he could still smell the scent of him. his corpse was laying there soon to be carried off. She was given 15 minutes alone with him. On his table layed a two sheets of paper, a book, and a couple of letters in envelopes. The two sheets of paper was with a heading called "Winter clover of love" to hazylina. it was the music he was writing...it was written for her.The book was a daily journal that he kept. It has written the days of them together, how he liked her so much...and how it hurted him that she never noticed it. Inside the book fell out a crystal four leaf clover necklace, the page it left in was written like this... Today is February 12,2006, i've known her for 2 years now.we were walking down the street today, and i saw her staring at this necklace. I know she liked it a lot.so i went back to the store this afternoon and bought it. I dont know if i should give it to her. well i guess its not the right time i should just keep it to myself till her birthday or something. That was how the entry had ended. Tears came rolling down her face. she then slowly opened the letters that was next to the book. and noticed that all of them we're written for her. December 19,2003. I've just met you for a couple of days now Hazy(Hazelina) I dont think you would ever believe this...but i think i am actually falling for you. I liked the way you look at me at times, the anger in your eyes actually makes me happy. I like your personality. But i wouldnt tell you how i feel about you yet...because i know that you dont like me. you dont even like me as a friend yet. I know its because of my personality. WATCH i will change for the better. Love, Nicolas. December 25,2003 Hey Hazelina, this is the second letter i have written to you. i dont know why im writing this when i wont even give you these letters. well one day i know you will receive them, just dont know when. you know today when you hit me in the stomach it hurted so much, i thought i would die but i just didnt want to show you in how much pain i was. I was already hurt from seeing how angry you was wit me. Im really sorry...i didnt know that it would hurt you so much. I promise i would never mention about your lost friend anymore. To make you feel better i will learn how to make mango cheesecake. Love, nicolas January 1,2004 Today was the the first new years i've spent wit you. wasnt the fire works pretty? Dinner was great at Olive garden wasnt it? When i was laying there with you on the grass under the stars, i had a undescribable feeling. I dont know what it was but i know this feeling was never there till today. When your eyes was glistening as you watched the stars, i was proud that i've found you...a great friend and i know that we will be together one day. nicolas She continued to read all the letters that he has written for her. The last letter he has written finally came up. March 1,2006, Today i had a really great day with you. I love being with you, doing the crazy things we always do. I just cant believe you thought of going into the haunted house. You're crazy, but im just crazy enough to go in with you. and afterwards, when we snucked in to the beach... i just wanted to stay there with you the whole night. And that kiss... i really wanted to kiss you more. this was the first kiss i have ever planted on your lips. I just couldnt resist it anymore, i wanted to this years ago. after that kiss i really wanted to give you the necklace i have brought for you weeks ago. But it seems like even after the kiss, you dont really believe that my heart was already yours since the day we started being close. I do know why you still dont believe in me... but i can promise you that if you are willing to finally give me your heart one day... i will never break it. i really do love you... Nicolas " i did like you. i wanted to be wit you...but you never told me... i always thought i would never be able to be wit you because im not perfect enough for you. stupid...i loved you..." She layed on his crying and kissed him one last time. Since that day, she always remembered him. She never accepted any other person in her life. He was her and will be her one and only love.

sorry if you dont understand the story or if you dont find it any good at all. its just something that came to mind when i was writing something. and sorry for the grammer or wrong spellings i didnt proofread it.